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Also, I may be doing free commissions but I am also willing to work with you when it comes to stories. I have many great works currently and I am looking to sell some if anyone is interested. For details feel free to email me at blackwillow2010@hotmail.com

If you have any ideas that you wish to see written I am willing to write them for you, free of charge until you are completely satisfied.

I may be okay at art but I am great at story writing. I look forward to hear from you! Enjoy your browsing.
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Playing: Lego Indiana Jones
  • Drinking: Dr Pepper
Guess what?! I have access to a scanner again! Over twenty new pics coming up, you all just have to wait until I color them ALL! Ha!







So far.... only four done >_>
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: Disturbed
  • Eating: String cheese
  • Drinking: Pitch Black MD
Moved back to Utah. Yay...........................

It was a very hard decision and I still don't know how to tell people.


But I have drawn A LOT more pictures. All I need now is to scan them and color and upload. So...in about a month you will see them. xD


Thanks for all my watchers! And I hope I'll get better and gain more watchers!




Still doing free commissions. Message me!


Thank you!
  • Mood: Hope
  • Watching: Stargate
Hey guys, if anyone is interested I am now taking commissions for the first time. Free of charge. Message me if any of you are interested, I know a lot of people are watching me but I don't know if they're completely interested in my work. This is more for my benefit than yours, I'm looking to expand my horizon. Please message or comment me if you are interested. I'd be very grateful.
  • Mood: Hope
  • Watching: Stargate
I'm so restless lately. I've always had trouble clearing my mind but lately I can't even rid my thoughts out of my head. So much noise. Moving back to my best friend soon, a ten hour drive. Not looking forward to it. My heart is torn. I haven't seen her in ages and I've been away for far too long. But out here is my home and I never want to leave it. Plus I have no idea how to tell everyone. I've made so many new friends that have made out here worth while. I don't want to leave, not one bit. It'd be easier for her to move out here. But she has already started a life out there. I can't ask her to abandon it...
  • Mood: Miserable
Did I ever tell you guys I do all my work with a touch mouse on the laptop??? ^-^ my sister doesn't know how I do it either
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Watching: Some dumb ass government show thing
I'm starting to upload some of my true art - AKA STORIES!!! Please take the time to read them and comment!!! It's harder than pictures yes because you have to sit there and suffer through it all I know it's just so painful isn't??? Poor babies... read the damn stories!!! >.< Bunch of pansies.
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Watching: Some dumb ass government show thing
ALMOST 4000 PAGEVIEWS!!! C'MON PEOPLES!!! LETS KEEP THIS UP!!! :D
  • Mood: Happy
Woot, Happy Bithday to me :D
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: Finding myself by Smile Empty Soul
I................want.......to.............play.....





THE NEW FINAL FANTASY GAME!!!




>_> but more... I wanna work for them. xD
  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Playing: Lego Batman
Time itself is a concept, a thin movement of matter that ripples around us and flows through our body and air, flowing in and out of our lungs with an endless ripple to every movement.


To me, time is like matter, you cannot see it no matter how you look at it but it is there; moving along with your every curve, flowing between the skins of your lips. Like a milky white energy vapor that is mixed individually with every aura out in the world. Every minute of every day the clock of time is ticking, non-stop noise continuously rippling our vapor of time. Even in death the vapor of time is still aging our flesh, never to be repeated again.
With one day of perfect health, I think I would do what most would consider a normal day; boring, maybe.
I would want to be a kid again, to play with my friends, to blow bubbles and poor large amounts of food coloring into our open mouths. To lay under the sun, clouds blowing past overhead and the wind combing our hair. Laughter echoing through the trees.
Life is a serious of unfortunate events, and not just the movie, it really is. During life I've had my fair share, and leaving peaceful is my dream.
To wake up in the morning with my bf, to spend the day with my friends, to watch as my very first copy of my story is sold in print, and to go to sleep with my bf, knowing it is finally over, and all my dreams are done.
Dying with a smile on my face; after a perfect day.

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Inside each soul on the planet are two gates, one key. That one key will open either gate. Every human, creature, is given it's own God Given Free Will. That will determine where you go. Seven Virtues will get you into heaven, Seven Deadly Sins will get you into hell. Loose hope and you will die, "Love each other... or die" - Morrie

These are my own beliefs, not anyone elses. An ye harm none, do what ye will, blessed be
  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Playing: Left for dead 2
I've noticed over the past... two years I think of being a DA member, you can defiantly see an improvement in my art...
I've also noticed I'm becoming more mature... which makes me sad in ways. I like being a kid, and now that college is right around the corner I find myself scared. High school starts tomorrow, Xmas break was interesting... Oh!

I have obtained a 2,500 dollar Scholarship! ^^ I am very pleased at this... but I'm still terrified. That is kinda old news though... I got that scholarship back in summer, I guess I just thought I'd let you all know. Tuition is 12 thousand dollars... so I'm looking for all the help I can get I suppose @_@ but I think it is worth it going to a private college, Rocky Mountain University of Art and Design. Hopefully, one day, all you gamers out there will be playing video games that I've helped make! :D I hope so anyways...

I don't really like Hinder all that much... I'm just too lazy to change the song... lol

Goodnight everyone! School starts up again tomorrow...yay?
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Thunderstruck by Hinder... @_@
  • Eating: Donates
  • Drinking: Soda
I often feel as if something has been stolen from me
With little doubt I come to thee
What will I do now that the day has come to an end
Is there even time... to mend?
Without shame why do they continue to lure
When there is so much more
How can I live day by day knowing a threat is upon my inochi
Deep down I know I cannot flee
I cannot walk away from my ai
Though they spread words thick with lie
Often my tamashii no moto says to speak the creationism given to me loudly & clear
To express how I feel with no to hardly little fear

If only it was so easy, how can I express myself to my own ane
ane has become fuka in many different ways
stealing away sochi childhood to satisfy ane's own selfishness
Conderdicting(?) everything like a tenma
Kieuseru to that gaki
I want to give in so badly, to stop waiting for ane, to move on
I want to
But can watashi?
It is my inochi after all, my life, my destiny. Ane is being selfish, why can't watashi?
...Because watashi am not selfish
  • Mood: Neglect
WOOT 3001 PAGEVIEWS!!! I love you guys :heart: :heart: :heart:






CHECK OUT MY GALLERY!!! AND MY SCRAPS! I have some amazing photography pieces in my scraps check it out woot woot
  • Mood: Horror
  • Watching: Paranormal Activity (did I spell it write?)
Life can often come and go, as we all know. And you always think it won't effect you...until someone close to your heart leaves... and then is gone forever... The pain gnawing inside your already hollow, cut out heart. You feel the black liquid wheezing through your bones, and filling that hollow space. Until it drowns you inside your own self-pity...


Goodbye Grandpa...






- If you could feel my pain, your soul would shatter... for mine already has..





Check out my scraps...
  • Mood: Sorrow
Check out my Scraps! I promise you won't be disappointed! :heart: :heart: :heart:




Much love and appreciation. Blessed Be
  • Mood: Hopeless
Here's some more stuff for ya guys, I know I haven't updated in a very long time. So I thought you'd all enjoy some 'fresh' art work.






:weed:
  • Mood: High
  • Listening to: The fan...
Whoo hoo I updated finally!!! ^_^_^_^_^ lol bout time huh?
  • Mood: Spidey Sense
  • Drinking: pepsi
Happy Birthday Donte!!! ^_^ I love ya kiddo!!! ........................Oh and your dad is super weird O.o
  • Mood: Spidey Sense
  • Drinking: pepsi

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